Took me awhile to decide whether to post or not, on this subject. This is my last year in my 40's and as most of you know, I am a recovering drug addict so I've basically had NO life most of my life!
I would like to finally figure out what IT is that I want to do with the rest of my life, from this point on. I stay constantly frustrated trying to come up with something to go to school for. I know that you can start life over at any age, but it sure feels like a momentous battle most days and leaves me wondering is it even worth trying. I am confident that I could do most anything if I apply myself, but WHY can't I come up with what it is I want to do? Until I solve that question my life hangs in limbo while I work myself to death in a dead end job as a waitress. (mind you, not complaining there because I make 3-4 x what i'd make at minimum wage).
People ask me what I like. I like music, food, travelling and computers. Ideally, I would like a job that had me travelling all over the world. I have the whole living out of a suitcase thing down pat and since I don't own anything, it's easier for me to do. Or, maybe an online business of some sort. How do I start? Why can't I figure this out for myself? Any suggestions are welcome!!
Ok, so basically my resolution is to figure out who Liz is going to be and get to work on that asap!